You will make it I tell myself! In the mist of the storm pain fear and anger abandonment unanswered questions patrolling my soul. Ask? Do you have an answer for me. I cry and shout toss and turn hide and crawl back into darkness until I feel a release depression this beast borderline. I’m so tired embarrassed humiliated confused destroyed in my thinking. I’m swimming up stream believing for calmer streams. I pray this journal will come to and end not with my life; I fight on. There is a test I’m going to pass. Courage.
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