For what ever it is worth, my name is Suzanne. I recently spent 40 plus days in Marion Country Jail, -Indianapolis. Before I went to jail it seems that every door closed to me in this city. No one anywhere would help me with anything whatsoever. I had money…no where…no one. I tried churches, shelters, hospitals. Depression absolutely led me to alcohol.
I totally blacked out and when I came to myself, I was handcuffed to a bed no knowing anything of what might have happened at all. While in jail, I was overwhelmed with torment and extremely traumatized by both inmates and guards. I went to the suicide cell at least once to escape the horror of my situation. While I was in the suicide cell, the thought came…KILL YOURSELF. It just seemed too easy to do there. Minutes before I was about to die, well, LOVE happened! Can I explain this? No, I can’t.
What I can say is that what the world meant for EVIL, Love turned around for not only my good, but good for others.
I wear a new ankle bracelet…a GPS. I am facing a class D felony for battery. At no time in my life has either of these ever happened to me. I am absolutely STUCK here. I have not ever been stuck before.
Since I got out of jail, quite amazing things have happened to me, for me. It is my firm belief that the only cure for all of mankind, is LOVE. Love changes attitudes and behaviors. Love changes how we react with each other. It is love that conquers everything. There is an old saying, you keep doing what you always do, you will get what you have always got. Well, that nearly killed me dead. Try LOVE.