Longing to Connect With My Son Who is Homeless. He Chooses Not to Communicate With Me or Accept My Invitation to Come Home.
Aug. 16, 2015
My Prayer of Grief,
Hope and Comfort Rejoice! A Blessed Event
I am here,
In my darkness.
Endless tears,
Trails of salty earth
Dripping steadily searching for
The bottomless pool of life
Overflowing with
Heartbreaking despair.
Craving the warmth of our Son,
Searching with no end
Grasping and clutching
Scorching pain.
Crying his name, he answers.
His rays cradled tenderly
Filling my arms.
Welcoming,
Soothing the endless searing loss.
His radiant rays
In my arms,
I seek the Heavens of life.
Embrace the promise of His Hope.
Blessed comfort
There is only forgiveness and love
For you and for me.
One Blessed day.
Hallelujah!
He is found.
Hallelujah!!
Thank you Lord Jesus.
Rejoice, this Blessed Event.
To cradle with a Mother’s love,
My son
He is found nestled safely within me,
My heart
Amen.
September 25, 2015
Melodies: A Serenade
The steady beating of my heart
Music playing on and on in my head
Listening in the silence of my thoughts
Lyrics soothing,
Sewing Seeds of Hope
Hold on to me as we go
Down this unfamiliar road
Know you are not alone
I will make this place your home
Inviting you
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
Sometime in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
Please swallow your pride
We all need somebody to lean on
Listen
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
Into the sounds of silence
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you
If you get lost, you can always be found
Whispering
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
What do you need?
What do you need?
Lean on me when you are not strong
I’ll be your friend
I’ll help you to carry on and on
Always
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
Share your silence
Unpack your heart
Bring your secrets and your scars
Bring your honor and your shame
All your glory all you are
Please
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
You’ve got a friend
Father, Mother, Sister, Brother
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel.
I will make this place your Home
Simply
Call on me
I will be there
Call on me
You can close your eyes
You can stay as long as you’d like
You can close your eyes,
It’s all right
I can’t sing the blues anymore
I will love you long after you are gone
Gone
Gone
Steadily
Like a drum,
Don’t stop beating
These rhythmic lyrics fill my troubled heart
Haunting melodies
Serenade me
They carry you to me
Carry me to you.
Inside me the music plays softly
Repetitive melodies sound in my head
Serenading
Listen
Listen