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There’s a Fine Line Between Perseverance and Insanity

7 years ago I was plagued with an overwhelming reign of fear, confusion, anxiety and depression, to the point of suicide. I now know that my demise was the onset of schizophrenia. After several attempts with suicide and hospital visits I was finally referred to a mental health physician. He evaluated me with any insight and information I could give him. Unfortunately I was too paranoid to put all my trust in the doctors. I thought if I admitted all my ailments I would get locked away for good. 

It took 4 years for me to get diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic, mean while for the next four years living in unimaginable fear of everything. I was originally diagnosed as depressed. I can’t begin to explain the depression fear and confusion within these next 4 years but things kept getting worse and I didn’t care anymore if they locked me away. In desperation i broke down and finally admitted all my symptoms and relief was at my doorstep. 

My doctor was able to put me on the right medication. Don’t get me wrong it took a lot of work on both of our parts to get the right dosage of meds but perseverance paid off. Don’t give up on the meds because you don’t feel totally right or they cause side effects. Eventually these wear off and you’ll feel like you again.

It’s important that you take your pills everyday or they will not work properly. A medicated lifestyle is so much more fulfilling than the “crazy”. When you’ve reached sanity you look back at what you thought was normal and can’t believe you ever thought that way.  You have to experience a life on Meds full time. I can’t express what you’re missing without it. Trust your doctors, they have your best interest in mind. Let them know everything you’re experiencing even if it sounds crazy to you at the time. The last three years of my life has been a blessing to be alive and I’m glad I am! It takes work on your part but the outcome is worth it. It gets easier. Speak up for yourself with your doctors and stick it out with the meds. I hope my experience will encourage you. There was a time that i didn’t believe this but suicide is never, never the answer! You can live a normal lifestyle.

Sincerely,

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