Really I don´t know what to do. I have been suffering a major depression and post traumatic stress disorder for 22 years. I have been always an introvert person, but when I started my degree it becomes shyness because I had severe acne. New people, new situations and my face full of acne pimples. I felt in love with a girl, but was not able to say her anything; my shyness, my acne… Overnight my best friend left his girlfriend and started a relationship with that girl. I have never known what I have been doing for the last 22 years, how I have been able to survive: working, studying, doing exercise, etc. Anything to have my brain busies and don’t think. But for last month’s I am to tired, I have become aware that I have wasted my life. I am on my forties and I am single, and I have never had a relationship. I feel stupid and useless, believing still that someday i will fall in love with a girl and she will love me too.