When i was kid i was  very sound kid both with mind and body. Won prizes in class till  i was in class 8.

I was intelligent too. brain worked well in studies. I was very talkative when I was about 10 years old. This nature of mine disappeared. I lost my enthusiasm to study realizing that people don’t want me to talk and play all day. Because what was more important is study. Today i am less talkative. very difficult to socialize with people except my own friends. I am very good at dealing with friends. Now I play lot of outdoor games with friends and i am good at these games as well. at least better than my friends.

But I hate study for particular subjects and I search answers on religious texts and other sources. I don’t study what i don’t like for a sec even it is what will give me the degree.(most important). What i want is job of my own type. I am doing Mtech. But i feel i am done nothing. I want to talk to some expert regarding this in detail.