Hello everyone. 

Firstly I’d like to thank you if you’re reading this, because it is probably one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. I don’t talk about depression or suicide because I’ve been shut down several times by the ones that loved me the most saying I was being dramatic, when I was desperately begging for help. 

The people I needed the most when I was hitting rock bottom left me alone, not because they’re assholes, but because they didn’t understand, or some got frustrated and scared and made it harder on me, a lot of them think my life and everything in it was perfect, but it is inside, where no one can see, that everything was crumbling apart. I had to fake a smile to make them happy, because if not i was “too much to deal with and they didn’t ask for it”. 

I thought about dying so many times, for years, but thankfully, I’ve had a goal, a dream that has always kept me alive: music. But then recently I hit rock bottom. It’s been one of my worse crisis and I had no one. My relationship was crumbling apart (I’ll share more details about it later), and my purpose with music changed, and I realized I couldn’t leave. My dream was always to be a singer, but at that moment, I realized my real purpose was to unite people, and cure or let them express with my music. Let them feel they’re not alone. 

And I know many artists to that, but I want to take ti a whole new level. I don’t want to be famous, but I want to reach the whole world, and become a family. There’s too much hatred, too much pain, and my new purpose is to bring some kind of peace to those who are struggling. My very first goal is to create a safe space, between those who want to be heard, want to talk, want to feel safe. And then, I want to include every single one, that’s energetically ready to be part of a movement. I need help with this movement of awareness, of love for each other. So those who don’t understand can have a better understanding about how we sometimes feel, and among each other, we’re been there. We have each other. 

I know part of the submission guidelines is to not promote a personal project. But in this case, I promise you, it isn’t. 

I’m begging you to help me make other people feel like they have someone. I need people to get courage enough to speak up. We all need to unite our voices and speak up.