**trigger warning*

This is hard to write… My mom stole from me and was a drug attic. She left me with people she shouldn’t have had and broke promises that meant a lot to me. My grandpa on her side of the family was a supposed rapist. I walked in on my best friends suicide when I was 10. My grandma wants me to have straight As, wear heels tone dresses, and have my hair up. If I don’t do as she says, I get the little control of my life taken from me. My dad makes me feel worthless and blames everything on me. He’s dating this girl named … And she’s been leaching money off of him for 4 yrs. But to my dad, my own flesh and blood, everything is my fault in that house. My great grandma has been replacing me with my little cousin and has turned everyone against me at one point. My friends don’t care or blame themselves so I can’t tell them this. I’m putting my story out there to get it off my chest and to feel like I’m not alone.