Nurse

My recent story is too long to text, but I will try and summarize.  On March 23, 2019 my husband pass away from heart failure and LBD after 31 years of marriage surrounded by the children and grandchildren.  3 days after his service, my daughter killed herself at age 35.  I didnt think I could continue, but kept focused on the 3 girls she left behind.  My son in law has chosen me as his scapegoat and blames me.  My daughter was on many pain medications for a back injury and also a military spouse that took care of everything….house job girls coaching but added alcohol to her pain management.  She was diagnosed also with manic bipolar polar depressive disorder and given antidepressants to the mix.  I am just trying to understand her husband’s blame and want to see the girls which he refuses at this time.