Coming out

Hi everyone my name is Niambi *****. I’m ** years old and I’m from NY. At first I had identified myself as a lesbian because I was into girls not guys. I had a crush on this girl in middle school but when she found she told everyone and I was humiliated. I got called all out my name. But then I met this guy name Antwuane and we started talking and I’ve developed feeling’s for this boy, we’ve eventually dated but it was on and off. I’ve struggled to identify myself as bisexual now because I felt that coming out was a sin in Gods eyes. It took me 9 long years to come out and identify myself as bi. 

I had a lot of supporters but then I lost a lot of friends and family members. I’ve felt so depressed that I thought suicide was the only option. In the past when everyone knew I was a lesbian at first I tried to kill myself in the bathroom. I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. When people used to ask me what I identify myself as I used to get panic attacks really bad. I never felt the courage to come out until I’ve seen people come out on social media. I’m a huge fan of RuPaul’s Drag race because I’ve support them and they taught me that it’s okay to come out as you are. In the words of Lady Gaga “No matter gay, straight, or bi Lesbian, transgendered life
I’m on the right track baby
I was born to survive”. 🌈❤️🧡💛💚💙💜