Always depressed and this time I seem to be becoming paranoid. I hate taking medication and I decided to stop and been off of it for two years and I seemed to be doing good at least so I thought but then it all came back on me. I started to see black spots float and then the next glitter. I pushed it aside and kept doing my thing, then the voices and hallucinations and when they started it came at me hard. Right now I am trying to cope and finding strength through this is in my faith in GOD and JESUS CHRIST. Still have been isolating myself and the voices are still there but my faith in GOD is helping me.