I have been through extremely tough times through almost half my life now. Along the way I have learned some very hard saught lessons that didn’t’ come cheap. As a result of said experiences I have developed a very self destructing frame of mind that tears me apart faster than anyone else can. I am my own worst enemy. I have had some “episodes” in the past that I can say that I am proud of, if not for the reason you believe. I am still suffering constantly from day to day, but in this I keep in mind the lesson that was like lightning to the brain: remember every single mistake you made was made that way you would know what to look out for. It is only wrong when you don’t learn from the stumbles that life throws at you. Although this is a message for the positivity of the stigma and taboo for mental health, I cannot stress enough how much of a debilitating plague has had on our race as a whole. Our modern society should embrace the fact that this is a global pandemic that affects all races, nations, and people of every walk of life in every corner of our modern existence. Fight on and do your best to take life one day at a time, and eventually there will come a point that you learn from so many stumbles that you start taking steps.