Im So Confused

Idk what is going on. Fir the last two years I have been experience outbid this world experiences. Seeing flashing lights pointed at my car at night, hearing things like rooster crow at 2 am, frogs that sound like they are from the Amazon, constantly bring followed by black tinted out SUVs… getting emails saying that my life is in danger on certain dates, a couple of their predictions  [were true]. All my old group and class books have been reprinted with some of the weirdest writings hidden. I don’t know if this is mental health or what. I am terrified to leave home & terrified of doctors.  I need to get back on my mental health meds but am short on income until my SSI comes back on. Any recommendations? I feel like I’m hanging from a string