The Voice *Trigger Warning*

There’s a voice inside my head and I Believe she wants me dead. When I was born something was not right in my head. As a teenager I was always filled with such dread. I’ve never thought I had a beautiful face. Actually mostly I felt ugly and out of place. There’s a voice inside my head and I Think she wants me dead. Addiction made her scream very loudly at me. Sometimes so loud I could barely see. Love with abuse made her very hard to ignore. It shook me right down to my core. Many times I have made the wrong choice, and listened to her voice. There’s a voice inside my head and I Know she wants me dead. Although through all the darkness God has always been with me. What God has planned for me I will just have to wait and see. God is the only one who can silence her voice and praying will always be my choice. God says I am beautiful and I know I will always be loved by him. Loving God has brought my family closer together. I know God will be with us always and forever.