***Trigger Warning: Self Harm***

 It’s honestly scary for me. I am currently diagnosed with bipolar 2, my therapist and psychiatrist are mostly think schizoaffective disorder. I’m very scared right now, in this point in my life. It has been a scary process to say the least. Hearing voices and seeing things that are not actually there as a 15 year old is scary as it is. I have self harmed to get them out of my head thinking that was a way out. You feel so alone. like nobody understands you. And that is why this point if my life is scary because i feel so alone. But i know this is eventually going to pass. It just plain sucks right now. I just want this to be over.