Even though I begged the judge to put him in hospital, he has been in and out of hospitals since he was 18, now he is 34 years old. He is not receiving his right medicine and I can tell by the visit I had with him, and his letter he wrote to me.  No one cares, my hands are tied and I feel like I’m going to loose my mind worrying about him. I can’t sleep, my nerves are on edge constantly, and my health is not the best.